.. Once again, I feel compelled to apologize to everyone. Some of you might be expecting me to draw, while a large portion of you could probably care less, but .. I still feel like apologizing is the least I can do. I've been very busy lately.. and have come upon many issues that have really drawn me back. It's just.. alot of drama, right now, and it's just not a good place for me. I'm kind of lost, I guess. Don't really understand myself. Who I am, what I want to be, or even why I'm here. But that's no excuse ..
I'll try my best to get to work. I'll be drawing freely for now, anything I really want, just to try to satisfy myself until I get out of this 'stage'. I'm just falling over the edge and it's been really hard for me to fake a smile, I want to express myself and although I can through drawing I've lost faith in myself.
However, I won't stop myself from drawing all together. I'm not leaving deviantart. But. But, but, but.. I'm not going to constantly focus on my art. I don't have the time that I used to have.. But I will try harder. For you guys. (If your still watching me, that is.)
I really hope you'll continue to be patient with me -- it means alot, truthfully -- and I hope I can show you some art that'll be worth the wait. (But if it sucks, you can yell at me.)

Thank you everyone, you've taught me alot. I just need to.. clear things up for myself. But, again, I won't let that stop me from drawing. Okay?